Update...

Well a lot has gone on since I last posted. I got a job!!! Ya i know... really weird. Tay is getting big and going to "school". Dan is getting ready to get out of the Air Force!!! And I am so ready. We are going to move down to DALLAS TEXAS!!!

LollA

Sweet ride!!

Sweet girl!

This weekend.

This weekend we went to the Winery. It was a great time. And I am sooo positive we will do it more often. It was nice to get out and be away from Taylor for a night. But then it was so nice when we went to pick her up and bring her home. We missed her. I really really enjoyed the time with Dan!!!

Pictures Pictures

Some pictures from last weekend.

We got a new pup. He is an Aussie mix and he is super cute!! His name is Blaine... Sargent Major Jonas Blaine to be exact. Well we luv him. So thats our update. Everything has been going pretty good. Just hanging out... The usual ya know.

Change of plans...

Well since Dan has been home there has been a lot of changing. Well to start it has been an easy adjustment and has gone a lot smoother than I thought it would. I look back and think that he wasn't here for 7 months and we just fell back into a normal routine. Amazing how it all comes together. We have decided that he is not going to re-enlist and we are gonna get out of the military!! SO we are not going to JAPAN!!! In a year we will be civilians!!! I am so excited and so ready to try out this new life!! It is kind of scary but more exciting than anything!! Now we have to get our shit together and get ready for it!!!

HE IS HOME!!!

Gramma sent Tay some stuff for her birthday. Of course i let her open it early... She loves her sidewalk chalk and her cute outfits!!!

Today wasn't that eventful. Well since I last wrote Dan found out he isn't going to be home for Taylor's birthday. I feel so bad for him. I wish that it would go easier for us. I feel like we are being tested all the time! I wish just one thing would go smoothly for us. I hope the trip to Japan isnt filled with crazy surprises!! Just smooth and easy!! Just for once... please please.

pretty girls!!

oOps

You Are 8% Pure

You've been a very bad girl or boy... And you probably enjoyed every minute of it.

How Pure Are You?

Your Mind is NC-17 Rated

You're mind is so filthy... you should should be washing every part of you out with soap. If your thoughts can go dirty, they do. Almost everything is NC-17 to you!

Do You Have a Dirty Mind?

Finally!!!

I think the weather made Tay and I a bit loopy!!That is Playdough all over our face. Yeah we get bored sometimes!!
The weather is starting to get a lot nicer!! It has put me in a much better mood! Cold weather and Lupus do not go well together! I have either been tired or in pain. Not to mention the almost 3 year old who drives me completely bonkers!!This month is almost over! We are on the down hill slide... the very bottom of the hill, or mountain like it feels!
The L Word is back on so it has made another night to look forward to. I must say the shows on Showtime and HBO are much more addicting than the ones on regular networks.

More pics

Dan sent me some pictures I cannot wait to see him in real life!!! I miss him soooo much. It is already February 16th!! Soon so very soon he will be home!!He also sent roses for Valentines.

1 Month Down!!

Woohoo... January has been the slowest month so far and its almost over.... I am so happy. He will be home soon and we can go on living our lives. I am so ready for that. I feel the relief almost starting to drip off. I don't want to go through this again for a long time.

Us

I just wanted to update with a few pictures I took today! Everything is going good. The countdown has almost started. I am so ready for him to get home!!!

New Year

Here is a few pictures from last night. I had a good time and glad I got to spend it with good people. I am glad the year is OVER!!!!!! And I am ready to begin this one.

pictures and such...

Here is a few pictures of Taylor and Lolla. Lolla got a new bed today. it says "nicki" on it so I had to get it. Its really cute. She also got a new Collar and leash to match. They are really cute together. We spent the day driving around. I didnt feel like being at home, we drove until I was lost. But I found my way home and it was a nice day. My new obsession is Dagrassi. I will watch this years season all tonight. I cannot get enough. Well just thought I would update with a few pictures. Enjoy!

New Year!!

1. What did you do this year that you've never done before? I drove to visit family that lives more than 50 miles away all by myself (a few times). I drove to the Mall all by myself ( a few times)!! Of course I wasn’t totally alone I had Taylor with me!
2. Did you keep your new year's resolutions and will you make more for next year? I did not make one last year and I do not plan on making one this year either.
3. Did anyone close to you give birth this year? A few people had babies. My sister had a baby boy. My sister in law had a baby girl. I haven’t seen either of them but seen pictures!
4. Did anyone close to you die? Nope. Thankfully not.
5. What countries did you visit this year? None… but next year will be totally different!
6. What would you like to have in the next year that you lacked this year? Dan!! I want him home for the whole fkin year!!!
7. What date from this year will remain etched upon your memory - and why? 9-11 when Dan left.
8. What was your biggest achievement of the year? Learning about myself and who I am and the woman, wife and mother I am learning to be.

9. What was your biggest failure of the year? I know what it is… don’t want to post it. But I failed horribly.
10. Did you suffer illness or injury? Nope been pretty healthy!!
11. What was the best thing you bought this year? Lolla and my car!!

laser vision lolla

My silly dog. She has special powers! Laser Vision Lolla sounds like some Sci-fi Movie!

Tays new peircing.

Just like her momma! (its a sticker!)

DECEMBER 23, 2002

Married for 4 years. I am amazed. It hasnt been easy but it has been wonderful! I am so blessed to have such a man who adores me like he does. Now he needs to hurry up and get home!!!! I cant wait! I am so ready to have us back together agian. I miss my bubby! Taylor misses her daddy! But we are halfway done!!!! woot woot!

He sent me flowers. it was super sweet!! A total suprise!!

*hides from the holidays....

Well, I havent posted in a few days, and my last post was just pictures. Not alot has been going on. Hiding out from Christmas is about it. I really wish it would just pass and I will wake up on the 26th and say "oh man it was Christmas!!" But that is not possible. It is everywhere! I got a new camera. I really like it! I have taken a few pictures. But really havent gone anywhere to take pictures. Just the normal face shot of me and Some of Taylor acting insane as usual. But more are sure to come. If anyone ever reads this thing anyways! We had snow, it has all melted away now! I hated every moment of it!