Goodstuff!

whether it’s the sunshine whether it’s the rain
doesn’t make a difference ‘til you complain
whether it’s the water coming in from the roof
does it piss you off that you’re not water proof?

whether you fall means nothing at all
It’s whether you get up it’s whether you get up

and you hate the silence as it fills up the room
and there’s not much to say to your blushing groom
maybe all eyes are on you as you finish the race
and the world sees you struggling for last place

whether you fall means nothing at all
It’s whether you get up whether you get up

Tracy Bonham

Picture!

Me and Tay! How sweet!

HE SENT ME PICTURES!!!!!!

It was so good to see pictures of Dan!! I miss him alot! And so does Tay!! Such a stud!!! I really miss him. I dont think I can say it enough!!

I just dont get it.

I really dont understand this Military life. I know I should by now but it seems to get harder and harder. It wasn't this hard when I was going through Basic Training! It wasnt this hard when I was working. Why does it half to be this hard when my "other half" is gone. There are days when it seems easy and you can catch a phone call when its all going smoothly but days like this there seems to be no end. It could be lack of sleep. Or the random pains I have. But I am going to get it checked out today!! Well see if this is just a waste of time like usual. Well thats about all. Maybe I will feel better so I can get this house cleaned the way I like it!!

Blah!

Well I havent talked to Dan in a week. Its been pretty crappy! I havent gone this long EVER and its making me a bit crazy. Oh well I think I am cooler that way! Not alot is going on here. Just trying to keep occupied. And Taylor really helps me out with that one. So its already November!! Its going by kinda fast. Well faster than I thought it would. Lets see My sister came up for a visit. Well they were going to Kansas City and came here on their way back. They weren't here long but it was nice seeing her. I think I might go grocery shopping today but I donno maybe just wait until tomarrow. I did to much running around yesterday I just want to relax!

my flowers!

These are the Roses I bought for myself. I think they are very pretty! I like to buy flowers for myself. Taylor helped me pick them out! And I got discounted price because they were already a week old. But I thought they were Beautiful!!!!