I just dont get it.

I really dont understand this Military life. I know I should by now but it seems to get harder and harder. It wasn't this hard when I was going through Basic Training! It wasnt this hard when I was working. Why does it half to be this hard when my "other half" is gone. There are days when it seems easy and you can catch a phone call when its all going smoothly but days like this there seems to be no end. It could be lack of sleep. Or the random pains I have. But I am going to get it checked out today!! Well see if this is just a waste of time like usual. Well thats about all. Maybe I will feel better so I can get this house cleaned the way I like it!!